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Sunday, February 08, 2009

Dev-D (a dissection)

I hadn't the slightest clue that the movie was a remake of Devdas! I only realized that halfway through the movie! 

The movie follows a pattern of few western movies like Romeo & Juliet  and Macbeth (the new versions set in the modern world). I found both the above to be quite palatable.

I would first commend the director for making this movie, just to show what the audiences can also expect from THE SAME OLD STORY! The story of Devdas, although quite an interesting piece of literature, would have worked great in the 90s, when showed in the same manner. But this is the 21st century & we would like some creativity in the movie.

At the risk of being thrashed by a dear friend of mine, who is an ardent Madhuri fan, i have to say that her & Shahrukh's Devdas bored me to death! I found the whole portrayal so stupid, i couldn't have found a worse way to spend my time! The performances in the movie were excellent (except for Shahrukh, who is capable of doing much better work), but the script, the art direction & the locations were absolutely wasted for this era of films! SL Bhansali must understand that even theatre needs creativity, lets not be monkeys!

To come back to DevD, the movie was absolutely stunning from the point where i realized it was a remake of Devdas. Till then, I was lost, trying to understand why this movie was even made.

Abhay Deol gives yet another great performance with his no-nonsense no-emotion acting. The non-Indian actress also gives a good performance, while Mahi Gill leaves a lot to be desired, including her wardrobe choice.

The movie moves very fast (thankfully), brashly trashing unwanted parts of the original story & adapting itself to the current society. Most of all, the director tries to give it an enormous amount of accountability (by connecting it to current events) & making it interesting, but reflecting on the society through a historic story! That part is what i liked best! That also forms the premise of the remake, and the freshness endowed with such directorial angles makes the movie lively & bewitching!

Bewitching, because although we hate some characters, although we hate some parts of the movie, it keeps us glued! As if, he director intended to bring out hate in us for some parts! That, I think is a class work of art!

Another aspect of the movie which i wanted to discuss is the way viewers are kept sub-consciously confused and drawn into the movie. The art director uses a lot of high paced, loud sequences, which keep changing the environment in a jiffy. Although it creates a shock, it does not make the viewer lose interest at any point. The repetition of a few words, characters' names, incidents from current society; all of these mixed with trance music & dazzling colours & carefully choreographed scenery create an effect of a high!

This, i think is the most important part of Devdas's story! The whole story is about a man in a trance, due to whatever reasons in life. Dev-D does justice to that aspect & hence portrays the story more realistically & in a more classy fashion than Bhansali's true-to-the-book version!

Ghajini - a belated review

I tried to avoid writing a review for Ghajini because:
1. i love Aamir Khan's work, in general & in the movie
2. i hated the movie because i was expecting a remake of Memento

However, i got a chance to watch it again. The first time i watched it, i was bored to death, waiting for the love story to move on & the real movie to keep continuing. I was really expecting a remake of Memento & desperately wanted the movie to proceed in the same manner, for whatever reasons.

We were a large group of friends who went to see the movie. After the movie, we were divided into 2 parts: those who had seen Memento were bored & disappointed, those who hadn't had enjoyed the movie thoroughly.

But, this time when i saw the movie, I actually liked it! & not because its an Amir Khan starrer, but because the movie does form a good plot / script, with acceptable performances & great photography! 

The movie was well (re) written, addressing the Indian viewers. The story begins at a point towards the end (& not AT the end), and a flashback is smoothly inserted halfway into the movie!

Although a large part of actors suffer from bad acting, especially the irritating & downright stupid Jiah Khan (i wanted to kick her at times!) and also the police inspector who seems to have an agenda of his own, coupled with tasteless & immature acting. 

The roles played by Asin, Amir & the villian ( i dont know his name) were quite passable (though not great), but it wove together a story that was very radical & quite watchable for general viewers. I remember we went for a paid preview & the cinema was half empty. But the next day onwards, the tickets were selling in black (i heard that word after quite a few years!)!!!

Although this movie is nowhere near RDB or TZP, its a choice work from a dedicated actor. I wouldn't know if the director was capable enough to handle such a movie, or whether the scriptwriter got confused while translating the Tamil version to the Bollywood one, but a lot of the movie still played to South Indian movie style tunes, something that doesnt work at all in Bollywood. 

Some action sequences were stupid & some actors equally dead-faced!

I think the only thing that holds the movie is : THE STORY!

For humans or machines?

In a country where caste is a basis for assigning quotas, I wish to present a caste / life war that is, as yet, unaddressed. I do not support the caste system, but since we are still living with it, I would like to bring to everyone's attention, a new quota system that needs to be in place.

I am a landscape planner by profession. We work on many road sytems / urban streets / public transit systems. I have been enlightened by the company of many leading professionals in India, and my friends who have been living the cause of urban spaces.

We are allocating increasing amounts of space to cars & road systems, while the amount allocated to pedestrian activities is on the decrease. We like to take out our vehicles for distances that we would have happily walked a few years ago. In the foosteps of the USA, we are becoming an automobile society.

Some statistics are so shocking, that it is insane to think how ignorant we are. A city is usually designed based on a masterplan. The plan allocates about 25-40% space for public activities from the total land pool (depending on the political / social preferences). 20% of the total land pool (minimum) is used to road systems & access! That is almost 50-80% of the public spaces!

If we have a road with a width of about 40 meters, we allocate a measly 4 metres width to pedestrians (both sides of the road included!) Talk about human rights! We are not allowed to walk. We are promoting policies that are pro-car & anti-pedestrian. Every driver believes it is his / her birthright to be able to have unhindered access to roads, where crossing pedestrians are unnecessary & should be done away with!

Recently, Ahmedabad Corporation did a one-of-its-kind experiment by closing down a part of its largest shopping district for one sunday. The place: C G Road, is a prime commercial area with heavy traffic & congestion during peak hours & weekends. When the road was closed for pedestrian activities, people started walking all over the road! The entire 24-30 meters of road width was available for pedestrian use. One could see people walking freely in groups (& not in a single line), children racing about or skating, older persons sitting & chatting with ease & so much more! All this without the noise & hindrance of vehicles. Whats more, all shops recorded 2-3 times more footfalls that day! This is because people had already left their vehicles and were walking by leisurely, finding more time for window shopping and hence stepping in more often!

The corporation had been sane enough to club this occasion with performances by schools, NGOs, traffic sense presentations, etc. The whole space became one vibrant public space. It was that day i realized that if a small 250 metres long stretch of road could hold hundreds of people with ease, who were enjoying themselves, imagine how much space we actually waste, by handing it over to the vehicles!

This brings me to an important question: are the vehicles for us, or we for the vehicles? Why should we allocate increasing space for those monsters, when we can easily do away with them, endeavor to create better public transport in the same manner as we endeavor to build better roads / flyovers. How wonderful it would be if we can leave our parking & traffic worries, enjoying the trip as well as destination!

culture shock / future shock

For starters, I am back at writing after a few weeks' break...

An online acquaitance wrote very strongly about the decay of moral values with regards to the incident of Ram Sene attacking girls in Mangalore pub. I have been trying to find answers to the same. I'm reading Alvin Toffler, starting with Future Shock. I intend to read The third wave & Powershift after this one.

Alvin Toffler talks about the culture shock that America experienced in 60s / 70s due to accelerating rate of technological change, which resulted in drastic change in culture & society. One of his statements is: "Evidence strongly suggests that overstimulation leads to bizarre & anti-adaptive behavior." He explains the situation of soldier's during world war 2. They were so overwhelmed that some of them used to fall asleep during battles, a way of shutting oneself down. Others used to become hyper-sensitive, over-reacting to every small movement & noise, imagining it to be the enemy. 

Most of us will have seen Vietnam war movies, where soldiers are found to be guilty of unthinkable atrocities on locals. Such events are also increasing in Iraq, Afghanistan, Kosovo, Somalia, Congo, etc.

This, for my understanding, also explains the root of terror. Most of us take technological revolution & change casually. But for many people, who are not in sync with the current pace of the world: things are moving TOO fast. The world is non-comprehensible for them.

For them, there are 2 ways of dealing with it: shut-off, or go on an offensive. The second reason is, I believe, the core of the problem why such activities as those of Ram Sene are increasing all over the country. The perpetrators' agendas are misunderstood or misinterpreted by themselves. They seem to be angry at changes happening, where they are either not included, or they do not want to be included.

These people do not try to push back the wheel to its original position. The results of the same are beyond even their control in the large run. The victims of change become the reason for change itself!

I remember this dialogue from the movie Main Hoon Naa  (hero to villian) : " Tum itni nafrat karne ke aadi ho gaye ho ki tumhe amaan se dar lagta he. Nafrat ki aag mein tum wohi hevan ban gaye, jis ke saamne tum jung ladne nikle the!" (this is not the exact dialogue, but something to that effect).

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

In support of Chomsky

I raised a few questions to myself (& everyone, in general) regarding Chomsky's line of thought. I failed to understand why corporates would be so short-sighted as to push their clients (consumers) into extinction?

I tried to approach the question laterally, and subsequently saw a lecture by Jared Diamond on why societies collapse, am reading Richard Dawkins' The Selfish Gene, and Rachael Carson's Silent Spring. I got support for Chomsky from all three.

Jared Diamond studies socities and macro-conditions within them. He hypothized that the capitalist society is divided into 2 parts: the haves, and the have-nots. The haves behave short-sightedly and lead to collapse of the whole society. He gave examples of the Norse society in northern Europe who had a strong social & religious tradition. Their leaders had immense power over the population. However, their greed for domination prevented the society as a whole from adapting itself to changing times, which was increasing cold weather in those times. The innuits, who were their neighbours weren't a religious society, and hence they could adapt themselves. But the strong traditions of the Norse, coupled with powerful leaders, prevented any changes in the society, which leaned heavily on benefitting the leaders in the short run. But in the long run, they just disappeared as a society. 

He puts an analogy of this to the American state of Montana. He says that rampant agriculture & industrialization is depleting the ecology and environment. In the short run, there are high profits for the haves. The have-nots are suffering from the ill-effects of pollution. In the long run, he forsees destruction of the society.

Richard Dawkins' book The Selfish Gene talks about the gene factor in running a society / population / species / individual. It presents a perspective based on Darwin's principles, and illustrates how genes direct behaviour regarding selfishness / altruism, etc. The study leads to a situation where the individual will stop at nothing (including sacrificing oneself) to save one's nearest kind (siblings & offsprings), but will not sacrifice oneself for even near relatives. In a manner, those with power / money will try to maintain & increase it for their nearest kin at the cost of others. He also says how genes are in a way blind to the larger stability of the species. If the population has a trend of self-annihilation where some gain in the short term at the cost of others, while the whole population will die off in the long term, the genes will support the general trend. 

Rachael Carson's book Silent Spring documents the harmful effects of human development on the environment. Starting with use of harmful chemicals in agriculture (which is by far, the largest profession on earth), she provides examples how the smallest of gestures lead to amplified devastation in the long run. She provides examples of use of insecticides & pesticides that have been documented to harm humans as well as other living beings, but are still in legal use. She also talks about how the industry manipulates the scientific experiments in order to keep themselves in business. As a matter of fact, the industry had actually tried to have her book banned when it was  released in the 60s. 

With the above 3 examples, i am quite convinced of Chomsky's macro-philosophy that short term profits hold the highest prize for corporations, even at the cost of long-term annihilation of the entire human race & planet earth. I will provide further detailed analysis of the above 3 authors in the near future.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Chomsky's mind...

I've recently finished reading Noam Chomsky's Understanding Power. Its a compilation of his talks on power around the States. This was my first Chomsky. I frankly think he's a socialist & more so, an academic. While he admits there are people around him, who DO the things that he ONLY advocates, i think much of the things he advocates may not be practisable. 

I will present a short synopsis of what i understood from the book. (It is in my words specifically, since I cannot claim to understand the true value / dialogue of the book). Chomsky essentially says that American democracy is a hogwash. America is essentially a military-state, where those in power wield enormous influence & direct the society at large. Even powerful politicians are at the mercy of those in power. & who is in power? The corporations. The corporations have created ways of controlling labour, funding themselves with public money and selling the outputs at profit, using the power to control competition, etc. He says that competition is harmful to any corporation, hence they use power to create acts which specifically diminishes competition. His examples are quite noteworthy & believable. He goes on to say that the Pentagon-NASA system is essentially a tool to fund the corporates without questioning, since war / defense is a subject beyond democratic control. America is essentially creating fear within its populace, and using public funds to subsidize industry. He also goes on to say how labour unions in their true sense have been systematically dismanteld by the corporations, so that over decades, wages are decreasing and working hours are increasing. Also, there is decrease in absolute manufacturing in the States, as it shifts from US to third world countries (reducing employment in US), while increasing profits of the corporations. Specualtion since two decades has increased profits without actually increasing production. 

Another important message is that America also tries to meddle with other true democracies, so that they do not succeed. Cuba, Haiti, Panama, etc. have tried excellent democratic systems, which have crashed due to US interference. 

His third point is that the public is kept blind by media control. The American media never covers any propaganda against America. They also take up selective feeds so that the public mind is diverted / distracted / twisted.

His final & most scary point is that the latest uprising is a consequence of such policies over 5 decades. The results of control have led to creation of violent elements which are beyond corporate control. Hence, the media is now opening up, in order to control the damage.

His thoughts are provocative & scary, but I wouldn't treat them as untruthful. Like he says, we all feel at some point of time how the capitalist system is bringing the general public down over the years. Its about maximizing profit. Power is also about profits. This is where i don't get his point. Profits for power i can understand. For, power is an emotion that is craved for by many. But money being the result for which power is usurped? I don't feel convinced. I may be drawing wrong conclusions. But all his talks point to the fact that the rich want to get richer at the cost of the poor / weaker people. And where would this lead them? He says America protects its businesses from everything: foreign businesses, competition, labour strifes, consumers, etc. But if the consumers dont remain, why would the businesses exist? Does it mean that those in power have such a narrow view that they don't want to look beyond immidiate profits? Would they create such a huge system for short term gains? I think there is a greater truth that, either he doesn't want to point out, or is still beyond the level of everyone's understanding.

Time and again, humans have used the props of aliens / gods in order to create order and hold power over entire societies. That is a very acceptable concept. In the capital society, the same is created by the myth of democracy, while the real power is held by the corporations (their owners).  We can all see that happening, in terms of large SEZ projects, where public land is being usurped by the rich corporates for said development. It leads to profits for the rich, while the poor are left with nothing. I am not against development. But inclusive development is still not learnt by us.

India seems to be going the Chomsky way. We are worshipping the individual against the power of community. In a sense the corporations are creating propaganda to divide us. Once the individual rises, the selfish thoughts stop us from helping the others / standing for a cause. It is also a way to gain political mileage. We can see in the aftermath, where we know things are going wrong, but are unable to effect an improvement; simply because there is no way we can come together.

I had an enlightening discussion with a friend's parents the other day. They told me how NCC (national cadet corps) & NSS (nation social service corps) were necessary commitments during the earlier days. Also, during the food scarcity, most people in the country observed a Vijay vrath in order to save food. This was followed by the rich as much as the poor. Even the restaurants were closed every one day of the week. During the 1965 war, we didn't have enough food / clothing for the army. These were donated by the public. In addition, every lady of the house was made to undertake nurse / first aid training for emergency situations. 

Those were days when we used to come together for a cause / any cause. Now we do come together, but only for a violent purpose, or for a selfish cause. The cause of the nation is no longer important to us. While i agree there are many institutions in the country that bring people together, these are not controlled by the public. In each successively rising institution, the leader wields the entire power, leaving the foot soliders to die. I remember my parents telling me: there was a time when Shiv Sena was lauded, because it used to have workers in every slum of Mumbai, who used to settle domestic disputes / perform social work. They were a support system for the general public. Now that they have risen to power, their whole viewpoint has changed, and they are pushing agendas far beyond the reason they were given power.

Chomsky also creates an analogy of Hitler's situation. Hitler was funded initially by the Jews. The Jews were the rich corporates in 1930s germany. The public movement was large, and had negotiated a 35 hour workweek. Hitler promised to dismantle the unions under a greater cause, and the corporations agreed. They were happy to have increased working hours & lesser wages, leading to larger profits. However their short-sightedness made them pay heavily. Hitler was crazy for power & led to Germany's downfall. 

Are we creating similar institutions around us? Are we supporting greed & leading to our own downfall? What is the true institution of democracy? As citizens, do we sit as greedy individuals & forgo our responsibilities? 

I think we are too manipulated by the media & capitalism in order to run after material achivements. Our achievements, when measured in cars / houses / golf clubs / yatchs will seem great. But, when measured against quality time with friends / parents, aid to the needful, time for oneself, will measure so poorly that we will feel violated.

If we only look at the bare truth: our unity can bring together values that define our species. Very truly, we are social beings. We cannot live long with our individualistic fantasies and keep company to our inanimate gadgets. Very soon, our gadgets will replace our friends, family and worst of all: ourselves. The time is not far. Computers are already diminishing our capacity to work, reducing our sharpness.

A friend today told me about a company he audits. Its an electricity firm in which the consumer's electrical meters need to be read frequently. Earlier, the readers needed to fill a piece of paper. They had to take notice that the reading was not below last time's reading, was not too much above last time's reading & mark it if it was zero. For that, the company would need people good at doing math. More importantly, the people's basic skills would be preserved. Now, the company has handheld computers where data only needs to be feeded in. The computer calculates all values & gives out necessary notices. It means that the job can be given to any unskilled labour. If one were to project into the future, a computer may drive itself & take the reading, or better still, the reading will be transferred via a wireless device attached to the meter. It is true that the jobs have been transferred to those who make these machines: skilled electronics labour, computer programmers, etc. But its not hard to project how they too will be replaced soon. Automation is good, i agree, but is it over done?

As an analogy, we all see the obesity problem around the world. People are increasingly overfed and new diseases have come up. In a similar fashion, are there limits to automation? self-governed limits? more importantly, will increasing automation give us increased happiness? Will it create a better society? 

Frankly, i too am brainwashed by current media, and am trying not to agree with my own viewpoint. But, these are important questions? Can I atleast seek an answer to them? Only if, to prove myself wrong.....

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Landscapes for the other half

A couple of months ago, I wrote an article for Kerb magazine's topic "Is landscape architecture dead?" While it wasn't selected for publication, i wanted to share the article with you.
Please find it at:

I couldnt find a way of putting it here. I'll be glad if you can read it on Scribd.

A reason to marry....

Before i start, i would like to confess that i usually do not know whether my post will end up negative or positive when i start writing, because i just let my mind flow on the keyboard. Hence, if this post turns negative (which im sure the topic will make it), i would like to apologize in advance to two of my most ardent fans: Mufaaza & Rooney. 

However, i just heard / saw something that needs to be recorded & discussed, so i shall go on to write it. Your comments are foremost in my mind though.

I was watching Shall we Dance this afternoon. It was not the Patrick Swayze classic, but the 2004 remake starring Jeniffer Lopez & Richard Gere. It was not as intense as the earlier movie by any comparison. 

The point however is:
Gere joins a dance class without telling his wife. The wife & the daughter find him looking increasingly happier everyday. The wife suspects he's having an affair & hires a detective. When she learns he's just learning to dance, she asks the detective to stop the investigation. 

They go on to discuss marriage. The detective remarks she's the romantic type & asks if that is the reason she married. She replies: "Do you think we marry for romance? We don't. We marry so that we may share our daily life with somebody. There are a billion people on this planet & we are just one of them. We marry so that somebody may witness our life, our daily happiness, sorrow, trouble & future. We marry so that we have someone to fall back on, someone to hold on to, when the life is darkest."

While she does not say the rest, i assume it would be: " I am not worried if he's having an affair. But i have married him, and hence i want to know. I want his life to be shared with me, as i want to share mine with him. I am not asking for romance of the youth, i am asking for somebody to be by my side & witness my life. If he gets happiness from somewhere else, he starts avoiding me. The end result is that while he has something or somebody to share his life with, I don't."

Now, that is what her expressions told me. In our busy life today, where we can only manage to meet our partners for a few hours everyday, it is very necessary to share our lives.

The other side of the coin is, not everbody is a romantic. As a result, quite a few people end up marrying for the reason stated in the lady's dialogue: to have a witness to their life. They may have affairs, they may worship work, but they still want to marry: so that they feel wanted somewhere.

Whether this is a result of the nuclear family, or the fast life that we lead; I think its a very serious issue. A friend called me hopelessly romantic. I feel i may be lucky in that sense, atleast im looking for something more than a witness in my life! Whom I finally opt for, can only be limited by my patience to wait.....

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

So, continuing with my poems, after letting Shelley romp about in my mind & heart; the first thing that probably came out was this:

XY My Dear
by sandylief

XY my dear,
Do not adhere to the fear,
That I’ll desert you in your time severe,
Like some of your other friends-
With whom I’m familiar.
I’ll be extremely sincere,
You make my life lovlier,
How can I ever leave you?-
My greatest asset, my sympathizer;
I can’t be material- words are all I have to offer;
But I understand that my words make you feel a lot heartier.
So always expect from me a long and emotional letter,
Poem is just fine- my asset is being a good writer,
Hence I can express myself lot better
Which makes my letters even more lengthier!
But I know they’ll be the promoter,
Of my feelings and your heart’s splendorl
On my part I consider it a wonder,
To develop for you a feeling so tender,
In my heart,-
Which is of a cold blooded nature!

Terrible choice of contents & words, but that's probably my first :D. Im sure you'll find subsequent ones improving. However, you can easily see how shelley pushed me, and out came this outrageous declaration of infatuation! This is an actual poem dedicated to somebody :D, which is ofcourse history & hence, now unclassified ;)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Gandhiji's heartache

This arises from a conversation between me & my friend. Ahmedabad Municipal Corporation had decided to charge a nominal entry fee for Kankaria Lake (revamped). Some people opposed it & staged protests. A popular RJ (Dhwanit) on local FM station was asking people's opinion on it. A doctor who called in had this to say: " the government creates infrastructure from our money, and how dare it charge us to use it!!! Gandhiji taught us to break laws with the Dandhi Salt march. If we can create salt from the sea without any charge, how can our own government ask us to see the waters of Kankaria!"

Note the statement regarding Gandhiji teaching us to break laws! Taken out of context, this statement would make him turn in his grave!!! I don't think he would have ever thought he would be quoted in a way so as to make law-abiding citizens lawless ones! 

I always find that people miss the larger perspective of any action, and sadly we are never taught (taught, because such habits can only be inculcated with repeated teaching) to find the truth of something. 

Somebody must never have told this gentleman two facts: 
1. Gandhiji broke the salt law because the British govt. was charging outrageous tax on salt, so as to charge the poor too, and because salt was a basic commodity, leading to large revenues.

2. The government today is charging nominal fees in order to have liquid funds for regular upkeep of the property it has created. This helps create income directly from those who use the facility. I would ask the gentleman why should govt spend a part of my income for that facility when i am never going to visit it! As he will rightfully point out, that is utter stupidity, because in our system, income tax is a way of pooling money for greater benefit. However, we cannot discount those who can afford to use the facility with general funds. Otherwise, if his logic is applied, all government services like transport, water, etc should be free. Just imagine the kind of rash & injudicious use of infrastructure that would lead to!

However, the point of this post is the lesson for any person: leader or follower -
all your actions shall be judged by history, in means you have never thought of... Hence, there are only two ways to live: 
1. the cautious (rather, over-cautious) thinking way, where you first think of all possible outcomes & judgements that your action will create, before you act
or 
2. Jun's way: since all our efforts will amount to nothing in the end, lets just enjoy life & leave the thinking to those who can afford to waste life on it! This saves you from having the responsibility of any person following you. Gandhiji would have done fine with following non-violence & making a good example of it, a great actor that he was! But, i guess his mistake lies in becoming a leader & propagating his principles. The various shady ways in which his beliefs are twisted across the society would make him take back his words!

Friday, December 19, 2008

To-

This is my favorite poem since the day i have first read it..
which would be Gulmohar reader in 8th standard if im not wrong.
i was definitely in one of my infatuations then ;), but the poem has lived in the deepest part of my mind through many years & events.. I am still elevated each time i read it..

To,-
P. B. Shelley

One word id too often profaned,
For me to profane it,
One feeling is too falsely disdained
For thee to disdain it;
One hope is too like despair
For prudence to smother,
And pity from thee more dear
Than that from another.
I can give not what men call love,
But wilt thou accept not
The worship the heart lifts above
And the heavens reject not,-
The desire of the moth for the star,
Of the night for the morrow,
The devotion to something afar,
From the sphere of our sorrow?

Why am i putting up poems that are not mine? Well, with earlier pattern you might conclude that i first show you things that have inspired / touched me poetically, and then I wish to present you my poems. I hope this provides you a perspective, and relieves me of answering many genuine concerns of my friends who think i have turned "majnoo"

As i write this, i am listening to "Unchained Melody" by Righetous brothers, another of my favorites since the same length of time (OST movie: Ghost)..
You should definitely listen to it!!

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Teach India Campaign - some thoughts

My experience

I recently went to the Teach India induction session. While I was surprised by the unprofessional attitude strewn everywhere in a campaign supported by a newspaper that I hold in such high esteem, a few things made me question the concept for its true value. 

The professionals who came were treated like laypeople, which was completely appalling. Sloganeering and basic instructions are meant for general public, and not professionals. While I agree there were quite a few laypersons, the organizers should have atleast done some homework & segregated volunteers on basis of their skills.

When running a non-profit campaign, one needs to utilize manpower to its maximum efficiency, to the point of exploiting it. Here, everybody was on the same table, with ideas being thrown at random, and motivation being provided by sloganeering. I would hardly be encouraged, if not thoroughly discouraged to participate. That is a fact on which Im still undecided. I would very much like to contribute to the campaign, and I do not think that the organizers can afford to provide the volunteers with any support. The volunteers better own up & support the campaign with their funds / manpower. But it is higly imperative to channel resources (read volunteers) on basis of their skills.

Skilled volunteers may be utilized for planning, phasing, curriculum development, etc. while general volunteers may go on field. It is not to say that everybody shouldnt be allowed on the field. On the contrary, the planners should go to field first in order to understand WHAT to plan for.

I found quite a few highly skilled professionals who could have contributed much more in their time, if they were not simply herded into the field with no idea of what to do.

Teach India: A wiki?
The second point that i am trying to make is that while there will be documentation of the entire campaign, it will be in bits & parts. What the organizers could have pulled off as an achivement would be to pool all the collected knowledge and post it on the internet, just like Wikipedia. The experiences of volunteers, teaching methods, course / curriculum, management and umpteen other things, when collected like a wiki, by original contributors / volunteers in their own words, would create a true revolution.

In addition, the organizers would then have an ever expanding document which they could discuss with the right authorities in order to challenge / improvise / contribute to the current education system at large. This, I believe, must be the true aim of the campaign.

I felt that the ultimate aim of the entire exercise was NIL. It may be a blue-hearted campaign, but to an audience, presented in the way it is right now, it looks just like a publicity stunt, where any layperson can gain some media time by teaching a few hours here & there. The entire direction of the campaign seems lost, and skillsets are being wasted.

The campaign does have a website, which is down most of the times, and when it is working, there is hardly any activity. I would blame the organizers, for they are hardly advertising the fact that the website is not just an information source; it is a place to interct with others during the campaign. The loss of this crucial information in the advertisements renders the website  useless for the said purpose.

Focus
The third point is that every person is skilled to handle some particular exercise / knowledge. While the campaign provides freedom to choose whatever one wishes, it fails completely to provide support in order to channel that knowledge in a way that volunteers may successfully teach it. They said in the induction program: "We are here to make teachers out of you." At the end of the session, i was still struggling to understand why I had spent 2 hours, and what had come out of it. I was only told the basic set of instructions, and told I would be contacted later to be told where I have to go. I was in no way told how my specific skill may be utilized, what could i add to the pool, where would I be better suited, and so many other questions that i had.

The organizers might allege that i could have told all this to them, but i did not find any audience, simply because they were overwhelmed with the number of volunteers; and more importantly, at no point of time did they make an honest effort to let everybody be heard. The entire question answer session lasted the length of filming, and I dont have to tell you what feeling it gave me....

While i completely respect the institution and the effort, i have seen many a campaigns go awry because of incomplete / unprofessional planning. I hope this one does not go in the dumps...

Well, if you have read the poem in the earlier post, here is one that's written by me (during my teens, when I was probably in love ;) ). It's definitely inspired by the earlier one, if not plagarized outrightly! Well, I'm not unhappy about that, it was the start of my writing skills, and I wanted to get the rhymes right ;). How I pity my THEN self now ....

I hope you like it! Please do comment...

The Spirit Of Love
-by Sandyteen

Make me a promise- that you will never desert me:
I’m not asking for your help- always just remember me;
I want your support- for my greater cause inlife:
To protect you, even at the point of a knife.
To encourage you, and help you build your world,
To supervise your path, and see that your flag is unfurled.
To deal with your sorrows- earthly and spiritual:
To slay them all, completing any due ritual.
But, if I ever perish at my duty,
Or, if time ceases our unity:
Do not weep on my grave-
Only my sweet memories forever save;
‘Coz for you I will never die;
And with all my energy I will always try,-
To keep returning to you:
As rain, water and the morning dew;
As the elements of the earth,
Or as diamonds whose availability is dearth.
As the rush of your emotion,
Or as your heart’s ceaseless motion.
As daily life at its best,
Or in vacation, as energizing rest.
As a Samaritan in your need,
Or as success in your deed.
As an angel- guiding your path,
Or as the conscience- removing your wrath.
Although I may fade away as a person,
I’m apt to continue my supererogation;
Because even in God’s court
I intend to express only one desire:
To be appointed as your angel and to inspire,
My only promise in the concluding line:
My acts will speak louder than this,
Under which I sign………

I'm supposed to have signed here, but then it must be my "LOVE" reading it.. now its just you people :P

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep (a poem)

Its been some time since i have opened my poem collection. I found this poem in a Times of India a few years ago. Its written by an unknown soldier. It touches me to date. Have a read:

Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep.
- by an unknown soldier.

Do not stand at my grave and weep:
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on the snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush…
Of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I did not die.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Driven by passion!

morning spent reading,
fiction - dreaming!
clock shows office time,
rushing - 
bathing is almost a crime...

another busy day goes by,
without understanding-
who knows why...
work so fast,
life is aghast!
tensions keep mounting-
& fervour of work
shows no sign of dismounting..

site visits,
drawing revisions-
portfolios sent -
to potential clients!
meetings & conferences..
rule my appointments.

design so endearing
yet time,
not permitting!

i run & try
to almost fly,
cover the chores
to reach the core-

when evening falls,
& light retreats
signalling an end,
of another breathless fight..

back to my novel,
keeps my mind out of daily muddle..
perhaps,
escaping my responsibilities
running from societies..

is this hobby,
an animate lesson:
man may not be an island-
but he is limited 
only by his lack of passion!

for when i read,
i forget the world;
i forget myself,
& live the life
of characters so craftily created
by persons
not unlike my demented
SELF!

Monday, December 08, 2008

PRIZE- the epic saga of oil : An Introduction

I am writing a book introduction & not a review. For the simple reason that PRiZE is not a reader’s book. It is more like an encyclopaedia (not exhaustive though) of the age of oil. It can be found readable or unreadable by different persons. Personally, I read it like a novel, at the edge of my seat (bed, rather), longing to go home after work every night, just so that I can keep reading the saga. Inspite of the humongous size of 800 pages, it is most catching, excepting a few parts, which I deem unnecessary. The history of American oil is provided in too much depth, and at times it becomes a mere log-book, recording events without any emotion. But, except the American history, the book is most interesting, maybe because it holds international politics as its stage-partner, and dances away gracefully throughout the act!

 

The act lasts for most of the book, and Americans lead it, but they are a part of the oil-men, while the politicians form another circle, mainly middle-eastern.

 

I love the descriptive lengthiness of the book, which most may despise. I would keep it as a historical encyclopaedia, and it turns out well as both for me. I cannot even start to describe the story of oil, as it leads through the discovery & inventors, to business men and the great oil men, to politics and finally nations and the world at large.

 

The book could have a new chapter on current events, and I would have devoured it readily again! Its an endless read, until the age of hydrocarbon ends!

Sunday, December 07, 2008

The daily drone....

On a hot day,
i'm working away..
my life:
complete disarray,

The disorder
underlying the daily routine
of running,
not knowing where
i go
fuming-
at everyone,
no one...
road rage-
helps
let the steam out..

A country at gunpoint,
Work at deadline-
A friend in need,
Another friend paying no heed.
I try to complete my work
& stitch back-
rest of my life,
& surroundings.
Work always undone,
Life always unkempt.

TV numbs my mind at night,
Internet-
drums rest of my life.

Am i lonely?
Or am i-
too connected?

I know about everybody,
i'm "IN TOUCH"
& yet,
Im lost..
nowhere to go,
nothing to know!

A scene too common,
A life too normal-
i wish i was -
ABNORMAL!

Saturday, December 06, 2008

MAHARATHI- world class theatre!

Seldom are movies made from a play... & this one goes the right way!
The last theatre i can remember off hand was AANKHEN... A Bachan & Paresh Rawal..
The movie wasnt quite catchy, but one could imagine the kind of theatrical performances it must have delivered..

Today, i saw an actual performance, only difference being, I saw it on the screen..
The way the movie was done, one felt the characters were alive on a stage in front of me!!!

The plot of the movie is very good. But the performances are mindblowing!
One couldnt have set a better cast, & while the ladies need to do much better, the quartet of Boman, Paresh, Naseer & Om Puri swept me off my feet!

While Paresh Raval dominates the movie completely, it is Boman's sharp performance that draws the curtain! I couldn't have spent my Friday night better.

It is a movie worth treasuring... Please have a look!

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

lucky's sketch!

i saw the movie OYE LUCKY, LUCKY OYE after reading quite a few reviews, and hearing most. I was awaiting a movie by the director of the famed KHOSLA, but the reviewers were quite put off by the show...

I had, however, made my mind & saw it tonite. In order to clarify my stand, let me start by saying that LUCKY is exactly like KHOSLA. In both cases, the director aims to create a character-sketch of a complete set of society, not just an individual. In both cases, the director succeeds completely! For those who went to see the movie for a story a.k.a. Bunty aur Babli, they were highly disappointed! Most complained that there was no story. While I agree with them, as the movie ended, i realized: a story WAS NOT needed...

The director wants to present a set of characters, and portrays their life. If he were to weave a story, i would have been aghast. The movie ends with a hint of naughtiness, which leaves us with a smile on our face. And the very way that non-relevant parts of introduction & conclusion are handled by photo-presentation, is quite ingenious!

The very simplicity of presentation struck me. There is no set-up, in order to give the movie a MOVIE feel. It is quite like a normal person's biography, just that in this case, he happens to be a thief. 

The movie does leave a lot to be explained, like why he doesn't sell what he steals, or where he gets money to live off from... But the story is so convincing, it sets the right pace, concentrating on the person & not what he does... That i believe, wouldnt have been possible to achieve, had the director tried to show details.... Its like seeing a movie adaptation of a novel before reading the book.. I wish i could get the script & discussions of the story writer & director... 

Well, to conclude, its a carefree movie, like KHOSLA, which succeeds in showing what it aims for, and not wondering why everything else happens.... I think its worth a watch :D

PS: its not a comedy...pls dont have awfully wrong expectations

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Hakitvah's Mumbai View

I am still speechless about the Mumbai situation. We have been thrown into the most challenging situations. I could figure out only 2 reasons for the terrorists to single out foreigners as hostages:
1. to show India's inability to protect foreign citizens
2. even if India resorts to no-negotiation policy, it can risk its own citizens, but risking lives of foreigners leads to unending diplomatic troubles

I completely agree with Mufaazaa when he says that we are more worried about our daily bread & butter than our sovereignity & right to life. But I hardly agree when he says that our government is not taking the right steps. I am not saying that it is acting "perfectly", as the Americans COULD do. But, I am reminded of Chechenya where the Russians tried to gas the terrorists & ended up killing hundreds of hostages along with them, many children. We have seen similar situations in many other places.

Anti-terrorist operations are too difficult to even comment upon. We can only trust our army to carry on its job, to the best of its ability. We should be ashamed to say that we cannot equip our army technologically, and yet they are ready to risk their lives for us. That, in itself, is a greater sacrifice than anyone among us can ever muster to lay down.

The politicians, the lesser it is said about them, the better. No single politician can ever have taken the right step. Why should we expect them to perform any differently now? We are seeing the effects of our long term "Chalta He" attitude. That is where Hakitvah hits me.

While I am still speechless, I wonder what it is that I could have done, that would have been able to change the situation by even a fraction positively....

I still look for answers........